I think that I might submit something here. I'm thinking I really want to come back to this place because for the longest time I was feeling so awkward about it and I didn't feel welcomed anymore, plus I guess it also didn't make much of a difference that no one seemed to care either...

Kinda didn't give me any encouragement, ne?
I might just start all over again though, so either I can find new things or those new things can find me. We'll see, cuz I don't really feel like starting over again.